Hello there! Childhood is blissful for everyone but not for me.. it gave me the unforgettable memory which I can’t even want to remember and even can’t share with anyone.. It’s deep inside myself..
It’s my story.. I’m one of you with beautiful and colourful rainbow childhood memories but with a dark shade.. I still remember that day.. I was 9yrs old.. I went with my parents to my cousin’s place.. I loved to play with them just like the normal kid will do.. I remember I started insisting my cousins and siblings to play hide and seek which was my favourite game.. So, we started playing.. There was a turn where I hid with my cousin behind a door who was 15yrs old.. We were hiding and no one was able to find us.. He whispered into my ears and told me Can I play a game with you while they will find us.. I told him okay.. He opened his shorts and showed me his private parts and told me to show mine.. That time I was frozen, I only heard that we should never show our private parts to anyone… Then a cousin came and started shouting our name that you’re behind the doors .. He instantly came out and told me not to tell anyone… I was numb for the whole day and I didn’t even have the courage to share this with my parents, friends or anyone..
Till this date I always have the fresh memory of that incident.. And that fellow always came to my place and acted like nothing had happened.. Even talked with me like he had forgotten everything but I didn’t.. He stole my childhood and from that incident I feel anxiety whenever any male comes close to me and I feel suffocated if I’m in a congested place.. Just because of him I stopped playing hide and seek.. That’s my story..
-Unheard voice