# Untitled Story 08

Hello there!!

I’m sharing my bad phase or you can say my biggest mistake of my life. I was in a relationship with my classmate from 9th std. We were the school lovey dovey couple. I felt that he was the one and that’s it. Actually, I was quite inspired by the thought that getting a boyfriend in school time, sharing each and every important part of your life, living the moment and creating the memory. And at the end getting married to the person. I know it sounds dreamy or you can say filmy but as a teenager it was the dream.

It started when we passed out from school after 10th and chose a different stream. He chose PCM and I chose PCB like normal kids. At first, it was working smoothly but he started acting weird like ignoring me or giving excuses for being busy. I felt it’s alright and thought,”okay, we are having goals and we need to focus on that”. But the thing is that he started showing interest in my friends more than he’s talking with me, he is paying attention to them. One time I confronted her and she told me that,”ohh it’s your boyfriend, then you should know how to keep a boyfriend”. I confronted this thing with my bf and he told me she’s just jealous of you and blah blah. After the board exam he told me he’s going on vacation for more than 2 months and when I asked should I join you, he said it’s just a boys trip, we will have a trip after your medical entrance exam. I started preparing for the entrance exam and I was cut off from all the social media for the exam. One week before my exam, my best friend called me to say that she saw a post of a girl tagging my boyfriend in a picture. The picture was a group picture. My boyfriend was hugging her and there were some more people on that trip. I logged into my account and saw that picture. I couldn’t believe what I saw, there were several pictures of him with that girl. That moment I was shocked and panicked. I immediately called him and confronted him. Guess what he replied that I don’t deserve him and I’m just a dustbin for him. He was not even apologizing for his mistake and he’s blamed for all of this. That incident affected my mental health and I was having anxiety and panic attacks. He didn’t stop there he started posting on social media and faking rumors about me that I cheated him and I’m a characterless girl who used him. Even I missed my medical entrance exam for which I was preparing the whole time. He made me give up on my dreams. I felt that he was the worst thing that happened to me. Just because of him my parents suffered, the first time I saw tears in their eyes just because of my mistake that I fell for a disgusting boy. I know it’s not my mistake but we are human and we need someone to blame, in my case I chose myself. I’m trying my hardest to get out of that incident and focusing on my goals.

            -Unheard Voice